Something amazing is happening. Not like I woke up and *everything* had changed. It’s more like wow look at that little thing growing there. And ooh there’s a seed I planted ten years ago. And sheesh look at that gorgeous area where I cleared away some dead pile of rot. One day I will wake up and there will be an amazing garden around me where there used to be dust and dried leaves. Day by day. My garden is coming. Life is changing.